Ode to Death#
if i am doomed to die, to fade away,
then let the Summer dig for me a grave
so deep beneath her depths of supple clay
to reach the slate my roots in dying crave,
so seasons pass and cast
my bone to hidden stone
through layers moistened brown,
the loam of ages past
from gilded breezes blown
that ancient storms brought down.
in time, my stones will seep through Autumn seams,
the teeth of grinding Earth that gnash the dead,
returning flesh to banks of violent streams
where fallen leaves revive in bloody red
remaining veins encased
in amber pebble tombs,
each waiting turns to die,
depart this world erased
and face the end that looms
in dust of covered sky.
so keep these shards on sheltered shores and guard
the song of raving larks and restless gaze;
let nothing chance upon my resting yard
as sorrow sheds its form, at last, decays;
i have no edge to skip
but only weight to sink,
so rising tides return
in floods the currents whip
to Winter’s very brink,
my stirring final churn.
and when my ripples flatten back to glass
remember once again the scent of Spring,
perfumed with wasted youth and sassafras,
regret dissolved to tempest underwing,
ascending cloudless heights
through heaven’s darkest spheres,
diluting down to air,
returning now as lights,
this starry nest appears
to mark my vast despair.
Original: March 2025
Revised: August 2025
Date |
Publication |
Status |
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March 27, 2025 |
Think Journal |
Rejected |
April 27, 2025 |
Frontier Poetry |
Pending |
May 10, 2025 |
North Appalachia Review |
Pending |
August 29, 2025 |
The Aftershock Review |
Pending |
August 29, 2025 |
Marrow Magazine |
Pending |
August 29, 2025 |
Raleigh Review |
Pending |
August 29, 2025 |
Arcturus |
Pending |
August 29, 2025 |
AC DC: Journal for the Bent |
Rejected |
August 29, 2025 |
Banyan Review Poetry Contest |
Pending |
August 29, 2025 |
Dogwood Poetry Contest |
Pending |
August 29, 2025 |
Hare’s Paw Literary Journal |
Rejected |
August 29, 2025 |
Thirteen Bridges Review |
Pending |
August 29, 2025 |
Marcus Morton Memorial Poetry Contest |
Pending |
September 5, 2025 |
New Verse Review |
Pending |
September 5, 2025 |
Amethyst Review |
Rejected |
September 9, 2025 |
Garfield Lake Review |
Pending |